Finding my voice… still looking for it.

It's been 10+ months since I've written the previous post on finding my voice.

Things have not improved with it. I am still only able to whisper.

I have days where I am generally in good spirits about it, especially when I consider what the alternative(s) could have been.

On other days, it is really discouraging.

In some respects, I am coming to grips with the idea that this is my new reality.

In other respects, I am not done fighting for relief.